Are you the new person drawn toward me?
To begin with, take warning, I am surely far different from what you suppose;
Do you suppose you will find in me your ideal?
Do you think it so easy to have me become your lover?
Do you think the friendship of me would be unalloy’d satisfaction?
Do you think I am trusty and faithful?
Do you see no further than this façade, this smooth and tolerant manner of me?
Do you suppose yourself advancing on real ground toward a real heroic man?
Have you no thought, O dreamer, that it may be all maya, illusion?
 
 
 
ootd: these boots were made for stomping

super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/ 

shorts: amathyst size 18
shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L
boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off)
bracelet: target
bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.

ootd: these boots were made for stomping

super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/

shorts: amathyst size 18
shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L
boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off)
bracelet: target
bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.

 
 
ootd: fat flirty and fun

dress: size L f21
belt: debs size XL 
leggings: size L f21
bandeau: jcp!
sandals: size 7 f21
feather headband f21
gold bracelets f21

ootd: fat flirty and fun

dress: size L f21
belt: debs size XL
leggings: size L f21
bandeau: jcp!
sandals: size 7 f21
feather headband f21
gold bracelets f21

 
 

my fat thighs

these thighs
fat thick juicy thighs
thighs that take me places
strutting like the beautiful creature I am
legs that can keep me up for the ten hour days
legs that power through cold air on the thin layer of ice
skating fast and hard to make it to that play in time
legs that part for the person of my choosing
bringing me closer closer closer and finally there with someone special
these fat moonlight pale thighs can curl about my lover
snugging us safely into bed with comfort
these thighs spread when I sit
like sweet batter being poured on a hot griddle
thighs that fill a room
fill the spaces and refuse to be ignored
I jiggle when I dance
a beautiful jiggling ode to this body
my thick thighs keep time with the rhythm
unapologetically fat
beautiful
these thighs
these thighs can’t be stopped

 
 
st paddys day pride :)

st paddys day pride :)

 
 
tummy Tuesday. it’s been a while :) still fat. still happy.

tummy Tuesday. it’s been a while :) still fat. still happy.

 
 
ootd: my bright colors be bangin

jean: amathyst size 16
green short sleeve sweater: f21 size L
vest: Maurice’s size XL
jacket: Nordstrom size L
shoes: Burlington size 7.5
bracelet: from target

ootd: my bright colors be bangin

jean: amathyst size 16
green short sleeve sweater: f21 size L
vest: Maurice’s size XL
jacket: Nordstrom size L
shoes: Burlington size 7.5
bracelet: from target

 
 
ootd: my boyish leanings 

usually I am super femmy but today I was feeling Tom boyish. 

chucks: men’s 5
skinny jeans: target size 17
tank: target size L
black blouse: f21 size L
gray double breasted jacket: size xl
earrings: Clair’s
ring: for love
slouchy cap: f21

ootd: my boyish leanings

usually I am super femmy but today I was feeling Tom boyish.

chucks: men’s 5
skinny jeans: target size 17
tank: target size L
black blouse: f21 size L
gray double breasted jacket: size xl
earrings: Clair’s
ring: for love
slouchy cap: f21

 
 
 
 
more fatspiration tag clean up. this is a fat body. this fat chick works out, eats what she wants, lives life to the fullest and never lets the fact that she is FAT keep her from doing anything. I play hockey, go dancing, I am loud, crass, funny and never afraid to draw attention to myself. this fat chick will not sit quietly and meekly to the side. fat and beauty coexist.

more fatspiration tag clean up. this is a fat body. this fat chick works out, eats what she wants, lives life to the fullest and never lets the fact that she is FAT keep her from doing anything. I play hockey, go dancing, I am loud, crass, funny and never afraid to draw attention to myself. this fat chick will not sit quietly and meekly to the side. fat and beauty coexist.

 
 
cleaning up the fatspiration tag. fuck the body hate. fuck the thinspiration. love yourself. love your body. love that your thighs touch.

cleaning up the fatspiration tag. fuck the body hate. fuck the thinspiration. love yourself. love your body. love that your thighs touch.