Are you the new person drawn toward me?
To begin with, take warning, I am surely far different from what you suppose;
Do you suppose you will find in me your ideal?
Do you think it so easy to have me become your lover?
Do you think the friendship of me would be unalloy’d satisfaction?
Do you think I am trusty and faithful?
Do you see no further than this façade, this smooth and tolerant manner of me?
Do you suppose yourself advancing on real ground toward a real heroic man?
Have you no thought, O dreamer, that it may be all maya, illusion?
 
 
 
never enough pics of my face on my blog :) lol

never enough pics of my face on my blog :) lol

 
 
ootd: these boots were made for stomping

super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/ 

shorts: amathyst size 18
shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L
boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off)
bracelet: target
bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.

ootd: these boots were made for stomping

super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/

shorts: amathyst size 18
shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L
boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off)
bracelet: target
bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.

 
 
ootd: fat flirty and fun

dress: size L f21
belt: debs size XL 
leggings: size L f21
bandeau: jcp!
sandals: size 7 f21
feather headband f21
gold bracelets f21

ootd: fat flirty and fun

dress: size L f21
belt: debs size XL
leggings: size L f21
bandeau: jcp!
sandals: size 7 f21
feather headband f21
gold bracelets f21

 
 

my fat thighs

these thighs
fat thick juicy thighs
thighs that take me places
strutting like the beautiful creature I am
legs that can keep me up for the ten hour days
legs that power through cold air on the thin layer of ice
skating fast and hard to make it to that play in time
legs that part for the person of my choosing
bringing me closer closer closer and finally there with someone special
these fat moonlight pale thighs can curl about my lover
snugging us safely into bed with comfort
these thighs spread when I sit
like sweet batter being poured on a hot griddle
thighs that fill a room
fill the spaces and refuse to be ignored
I jiggle when I dance
a beautiful jiggling ode to this body
my thick thighs keep time with the rhythm
unapologetically fat
beautiful
these thighs
these thighs can’t be stopped

 
 
sleepless zombie wired. ugh. the melatonin isn’t even cutting. soon I’m gonna break out the big guns. …yea. some warm milk… lol. not what I had you thinking huh?!? totally kiddin. milk skeeves me out. bout to pop some fuckin tramadol. night tumblr babes.

sleepless zombie wired. ugh. the melatonin isn’t even cutting. soon I’m gonna break out the big guns. …yea. some warm milk… lol. not what I had you thinking huh?!? totally kiddin. milk skeeves me out. bout to pop some fuckin tramadol. night tumblr babes.

 
 
Patrick is such an adourable little cuddle bug when I get home.

Patrick is such an adourable little cuddle bug when I get home.

 
 
ootd: lady in black 

so the bandeaus I bought have literally been worn almost every day. perfect for this dress because it’s not tit friendly. the buttons don’t stay buttoned and it’s all lace in the back so it’s hard to find the right undergarment for it. 

dress: size L f21
leggings: size L rainbow
bandeau: jcp
sandals: size 7 f21
bracelet: Clair’s
headband: work

ootd: lady in black

so the bandeaus I bought have literally been worn almost every day. perfect for this dress because it’s not tit friendly. the buttons don’t stay buttoned and it’s all lace in the back so it’s hard to find the right undergarment for it.

dress: size L f21
leggings: size L rainbow
bandeau: jcp
sandals: size 7 f21
bracelet: Clair’s
headband: work

 
 
ootd: cut offs and crab feasts 

so today is the big bday celebration! I got 2 new bandeaus at jcp for $6! I’m a 38C and it fits kinda loose. so if you’re in the Ds you’d probably be able to fit into one. they’re amazing! mine is a size  XL. after work I’m going with a couple friends to have some delicious crab and then later on we’re going dancing! 

shoes: size 8 from old navy 
cut offs: amathyst size 16
t style zip tank: size L from f21
bandeau: size XL from Jcp
bandana: men’s section at target
necklace: f21

ootd: cut offs and crab feasts

so today is the big bday celebration! I got 2 new bandeaus at jcp for $6! I’m a 38C and it fits kinda loose. so if you’re in the Ds you’d probably be able to fit into one. they’re amazing! mine is a size XL. after work I’m going with a couple friends to have some delicious crab and then later on we’re going dancing!

shoes: size 8 from old navy
cut offs: amathyst size 16
t style zip tank: size L from f21
bandeau: size XL from Jcp
bandana: men’s section at target
necklace: f21

 
 
facespam. I’m not really as blue as I look

facespam. I’m not really as blue as I look

 
 
delving into the northern light lager. wasn’t my fav in the group but the ipa, bock and stout were on point.

delving into the northern light lager. wasn’t my fav in the group but the ipa, bock and stout were on point.