ARE YOU SO SURE OF WHAT YOU'VE FOUND?
Are you the new person drawn toward me?
To begin with, take warning, I am surely far different from what you suppose;
Do you suppose you will find in me your ideal?
Do you think it so easy to have me become your lover?
Do you think the friendship of me would be unalloy’d satisfaction?
Do you think I am trusty and faithful?
Do you see no further than this façade, this smooth and tolerant manner of me?
Do you suppose yourself advancing on real ground toward a real heroic man?
Have you no thought, O dreamer, that it may be all maya, illusion?
 
 
 
ootd: these boots were made for stomping super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/ shorts: amathyst size 18 shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off) bracelet: target bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.
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ootd: these boots were made for stomping

super dreary/rainy day today. loving it except I had my heart set on a pool day :-/

shorts: amathyst size 18
shirt: (I think it’s from rainbow) size L
boots: (can’t remember where from and size wore off)
bracelet: target
bad: meijer! surprisingly meijer has some cute cheap stuff.

 
 

my fat thighs

these thighs
fat thick juicy thighs
thighs that take me places
strutting like the beautiful creature I am
legs that can keep me up for the ten hour days
legs that power through cold air on the thin layer of ice
skating fast and hard to make it to that play in time
legs that part for the person of my choosing
bringing me closer closer closer and finally there with someone special
these fat moonlight pale thighs can curl about my lover
snugging us safely into bed with comfort
these thighs spread when I sit
like sweet batter being poured on a hot griddle
thighs that fill a room
fill the spaces and refuse to be ignored
I jiggle when I dance
a beautiful jiggling ode to this body
my thick thighs keep time with the rhythm
unapologetically fat
beautiful
these thighs
these thighs can’t be stopped

 
 
ootd: lady in black so the bandeaus I bought have literally been worn almost every day. perfect for this dress because it’s not tit friendly. the buttons don’t stay buttoned and it’s all lace in the back so it’s hard to find the right undergarment for it. dress: size L f21 leggings: size L rainbow bandeau: jcp sandals: size 7 f21 bracelet: Clair’s headband: work
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ootd: lady in black

so the bandeaus I bought have literally been worn almost every day. perfect for this dress because it’s not tit friendly. the buttons don’t stay buttoned and it’s all lace in the back so it’s hard to find the right undergarment for it.

dress: size L f21
leggings: size L rainbow
bandeau: jcp
sandals: size 7 f21
bracelet: Clair’s
headband: work

 
 
ootd: cut offs and crab feasts so today is the big bday celebration! I got 2 new bandeaus at jcp for $6! I’m a 38C and it fits kinda loose. so if you’re in the Ds you’d probably be able to fit into one. they’re amazing! mine is a size XL. after work I’m going with a couple friends to have some delicious crab and then later on we’re going dancing! shoes: size 8 from old navy cut offs: amathyst size 16 t style zip tank: size L from f21 bandeau: size XL from Jcp bandana: men’s section at target necklace: f21
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ootd: cut offs and crab feasts

so today is the big bday celebration! I got 2 new bandeaus at jcp for $6! I’m a 38C and it fits kinda loose. so if you’re in the Ds you’d probably be able to fit into one. they’re amazing! mine is a size XL. after work I’m going with a couple friends to have some delicious crab and then later on we’re going dancing!

shoes: size 8 from old navy
cut offs: amathyst size 16
t style zip tank: size L from f21
bandeau: size XL from Jcp
bandana: men’s section at target
necklace: f21

 
 
ootd: comfort/casual favorite shopping find to date is this lovely off the shoulder owl shirt from love culture in a large jeans: amathyst size 16 tank: target size large rings are from charming Charlie’s make up: foundation is cg, eyebrows rimmel, bronzer by benefit, blusher by rimmel, highlighter by the balm, eyeshadow by sephora, line from sephora, liquid liner is urban decay and mascara is Dior. slight gloss on the lips peach from bath and body works.

ootd: comfort/casual

favorite shopping find to date is this lovely off the shoulder owl shirt from love culture in a large
jeans: amathyst size 16
tank: target size large
rings are from charming Charlie’s

make up: foundation is cg, eyebrows rimmel, bronzer by benefit, blusher by rimmel, highlighter by the balm, eyeshadow by sephora, line from sephora, liquid liner is urban decay and mascara is Dior. slight gloss on the lips peach from bath and body works.

 
 
such an awesome weekend. bummed it’s over essentially. Friday my younger brother spent the night, went out for dinner twice haha, drank and did some hair, and watched hangover 2. Saturday I got off work at a decent time. Sarah drove down to stay the night. got a decent group of people to go to Luna. had a blast, went to the coney after for greasy sobering food, then on to meijer to cap the night off. Sunday sarah, me, Chris and Jordan went to red robin yet again and then lounged about at the apt. Monday I’ve got my tat session :)

such an awesome weekend. bummed it’s over essentially. Friday my younger brother spent the night, went out for dinner twice haha, drank and did some hair, and watched hangover 2. Saturday I got off work at a decent time. Sarah drove down to stay the night. got a decent group of people to go to Luna. had a blast, went to the coney after for greasy sobering food, then on to meijer to cap the night off. Sunday sarah, me, Chris and Jordan went to red robin yet again and then lounged about at the apt. Monday I’ve got my tat session :)

 
 
what I’m choosing to wear today. lol. the fact that I have three patterns going and six colors clashing doesn’t bother me at all.
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what I’m choosing to wear today. lol. the fact that I have three patterns going and six colors clashing doesn’t bother me at all.

 
 
tummy Tuesday. it’s been a while :) still fat. still happy.
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tummy Tuesday. it’s been a while :) still fat. still happy.

 
 
let’s see if I can fall asleep *squeezes eyes shut* good night tumblr. good night tumblrers. and good night moon
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let’s see if I can fall asleep *squeezes eyes shut* good night tumblr. good night tumblrers. and good night moon

 
 
ootd: my bright colors be bangin jean: amathyst size 16 green short sleeve sweater: f21 size L vest: Maurice’s size XL jacket: Nordstrom size L shoes: Burlington size 7.5 bracelet: from target

ootd: my bright colors be bangin

jean: amathyst size 16
green short sleeve sweater: f21 size L
vest: Maurice’s size XL
jacket: Nordstrom size L
shoes: Burlington size 7.5
bracelet: from target

 
 
 
 
 
 
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